Neutron Cameras Vs. Smuggled Nuclear Bombs Lyrics

I was abandoned last night without a way home
Stuck in a desert with only you above me
I'm sorry I turned my back, back on you so many times
I'm standing right here asking you to accept my apology
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Not everyone we know has faith in you
But we all know where they'll go in the end

Come on, lets go and break these chains
I need your help my sweet God

Here lately I've abandoned me,
Get up decide, get up decide, well I won't know
My god she abandoned me,
Get up decide, get up decide, well I need you!

Well it's been two years now,
Am I wasting her time,
God I know that you can help me with all my problems

It's been over a year and a half,
Am I wasting her time, there's been a lot
Of things on my mind and I know that you can help me
I'll bleed for you just like you bled for me
I'm in a home with nothing more than a bed

A bed!
Won't you help me?

Lonely child, don't be afraid, don't be afraid
Only love disintegrates the soul and turns your streets to gold

I sit here smoking these cigarettes
So hear this out
I sit here smoking these cigarettes
So hear this out

Oh my god I'm dying to know
If this panic setting in is a good excuse
To step away from
Oh my god I'm dying to know
If this panic setting in is a good excuse
To step away from you

To break me,
Get up decide, get up and fight,
I need your help, and break me down,
Go on, I need your help,
God let's go, help me, break me!