Last One To Know Lyrics

All along my face
Something's not right
Headin' down the lines
I once believe in things unseen
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Till I was running out of
Time is a virtue not many
Of us have the luxury to enjoy

Unless you think you're
Free but nothing's guaranteed
But death and taxes and
[That should let me down]
I'm so far down today
I'm so far down
I'm so far down

Here on my shoulder in stone
I can never throw [it] away
And I'm so angry yet so sad
I remember when
[The life .. ..]
You're so rad you're so rad
I never amount to nothing but
But ashes of faith

[I'm not well]
I'm not brave enough to face the things
That I know are wrong with my life
So I blame you

And you're the first one to go
The first one to show
The last one to know
The last one to know