Sunset (intro) Lyrics

(Chris Skillz : Verse)
Somehow I can't figure where to turn
I'm losing control,coming to a fork in the road
I'm running towards the sun,it's running from me
I've reached for it, but my shadows reassure the dark is coming for me
I feel him breathing ,easy mind said,he's leaning on my shoulder
Somehow I know him ,he's been haunting me my whole life
Telling me it's gonna be alright,be alright,be alright
I take his hand and close my eyes
Hoping he heals,hoping he feels the pain inside
But he lied, built me up knocked me down and made me stronger
Help me feel better, but the pain lasts longer
My arm bled longer, it's getting dark
The mood changing music he's playing ,my mind's corrupted
I pick up a pen,start writing and it begins
Yeah the night falls when my pen hits
Lightining strikes divides who's good and who's confused
Light versus the dark I'm stuck between the two
Depressed , you wanna relate,just watch the news
Uh, go to church without a clue,
These preachers getting fucked up,partying too
Where I was supposed to go, never listened I had faith
I would use young hope and I could escape
For the food that was put on my plate it was too much
But I ate it, couldn't digest nothing but pain
When your family ate family,feelings are the same
When your own flesh touched you with fucks up your brain
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Yeah, no sign nigga we is rain
And it's meant to stay I be in
I rip every family photo the one that seed 'em
I love 'em ,it hurts me inside to know I need 'em
Fuck it it's not enough
They probably think you're crazy so long deeper you cut
Part of you raid, every night it's like I fight to live
I rather forget, than always forgive
The memories they kill me ,one second I'm good
To a child time got me thinking
Got me drinking ,smoking so I could fly
To another world I come back down
Same feelings inside, same hurt that lingers
Still wishing you'd die, still writing that pain
Still sleep deprived, you know the rest
I'm still chasing a dream,don't let me sleep
I've gotta reach the sun,I can't skip a beat
I don't want to fell ,just know that I'm tryin'
To keep my seed in need, I dry it down,turn it up
It helps for that moment,but it's not enough
It helps for that moment,but it's not enough
Please love me now,while I'm stuck in the dark
Don't love me when I reach for the sun
Turn me up, feel the pain
The emotions from the story of odd
Every word yea it comes from the heart
Please love me now,while I'm stuck in the dark
Don't love me when I reach for the sun
Turn me up, feel the pain
The emotions from the story of odd
Every word yea it comes from the heart